LONELY HEART
And I got up
from bed at about 8pm, not hungry but cold. The coldness was weird because I was
actually sweating, then I realized that I was cold in my heart. Coldness of the
heart stands for loneliness. At that moment I searched for a friend to speak to
and realized that none was available and the available ones were just not a
choice.
At this
moment, I was left between guiding my faith or letting my feelings guide me. I picked
up my phone and went through all the social media platforms and was more bored
out, I strolled to and fro, in and out of the whole rooms in my house looking
for something to distract my lonely heart but was disappointed. Then I resolved
to speaking to the only one who was ever ready to listen to me. My best friend
and lover, one who might seem invisible to others but visible to me, the only
one that knows me more than myself, the only one whose voice I hear every
second of my life but sometimes do not listen to it. And I spoke to my bestie
saying; “sweetheart, I am so lonely and bored and you know that I love you so
much, I don’t want to hurt your feelings for me though I know it cant be hurt and
I don’t want to destroy my sweet relationship with you, please come to my aid”,
and he spoke back saying; “ am about using this situation which looks like a
weak point in your life to launch you into a brighter future, I will make my
voice to be heard through you once you are willing to yield”.
Wow! after our
conversation,I became totally aware of his presence and the lonely feelings
were no longer there and I learnt few things, one is how most times, we don’t appreciate
who or what we have and secondly, that true love is when one loves you so much
even when you hardly notice him and barely even reciprocate his love.
Then he
asked me to pen this down and I have just done so.
At this
moment, am sure some people are in a confused state and are eager to know who
this bestie of mine is, be expectant! SHALOM!
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